Oh my goodness, I just want to EAT today. I keep thinking, "what is wrong with me?" But I know. It was the chips last night. One little indulgence ALWAYS makes me want more. Not more chips, but more other stuff.
"Now that I went off plan, it is a good time to *really* go off plan."
No, it's not. I have a headache and feel icky from eating one simple plate of tortilla chips. If I had eaten sugar or a lot of fat, I am sure I'd be in real pain. So I am sticking to my Medifast.
I had so much energy this week that I probably overdid it. I also have been getting phone calls in the middle of the night all week that were driving me mad. I'd go to bed at 11, then asleep by 12, and the phone would ring at 1 or 2 o'clock. The ringing and answering machine would wake me up. No one ever spoke on the other end. Last night it happened again and I was so mad! I jumped out of bed to do a call trace to find out once and for all what bratty teenage friend of one of my kids thought this was funny. I was livid, poised with pencil and paper to write down the number so I could contact their parents. But then, when I heard the number, I set the paper down, not sure I believed what I was hearing. It was my son's number! When I went to check, he was sound asleep in his bed... in his clothes... phone in his pocket. Um, yeah. He was butt-dialing me every night for a week because he was too lazy to change out of his day clothes! We had a talk. It won't be happening again!
Not much else going on today. I am really tired but the weather is nice so maybe we will get some time at the park together. We have a busy weekend ahead.
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