Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Scattered

I am really scattered, still, pulled in all directions and not sure how to cope well. I am coping, but not well. Okay, but still feeling the need for relief.

Good news: the doctor cleared my little girl on Monday, saying her ear/sinus infection is gone and everything looks good! Yay!
Bad news: the school called me yesterday to come pick her up because she felt sick and thought she might throw up.

So we missed dance and play time and I am once again stuck at home while the gorgeous weather passes me by. It is kind of depressing. I mean, of course I do love taking care of my kids, but I wish they were all healthy. The only 'me' time I get is the 2 1/2 hours of Kindergarten, 3 days a week when I am not volunteering in class, and usually I have some pressing thing to do or appointment to go to or else I spend that time training my dog (which is relaxing, usually, for me). I just hope she feels better soon.

I have my doctor appointment this morning, am very nervous about it and if I get an "all clear" I will feel a gazillion times better than I do with the possibility of another surgical procedure hanging over my head.

Sorry this post is kind of a bummer. Hopefully next week will be better.

11 comments:

timothy said...

no need to aplogize hon, friends are there good or bad, we come by because we adore you and whether you realize it or not you inspire us just by keepin on keepin on! life can be hectic and health issues are no fun but you always wind up ahead! you are so very capable and strong and one of my heros! xoxoxoxoxoxo

lynna said...

Not a bummer at all... just a snapshot of today. Some days are better than others, and what matters is what we do with what comes. You are wonderful.

lynna said...

Not a bummer at all... just a snapshot of today. Some days are better than others, and what matters is what we do with what comes. You are wonderful.

Theresa said...

thoughts and prayers for a good outcome at the dr.

Claire said...

Sounds like life to me. :) My life is super hectic right now, as well, and I have just decided to do what I can do, and the rest will have to wait. Don't get me wrong...I have days when I scream and cry and want to pull my hair out (but I usually do it in the privacy of my room.) :) Those days are fewer and farther between now. If your load doesn't lighten up, you will find the capacity to deal with it more and more.

I hope you get more time to yourself, and that you can use it to find peace.

The Captain's Daughter said...

No need to apologize, Lyn - we're here for you both when news is up AND down!

Keep us posted and do know you're being wished better than well!

w0rld4vamps said...

but don't you see that life isn't always a success story? Bummer days happen and you're dealing with them great I'm sure. Hope all turns out well!

-w.

beerab said...

I hope things work out for you like you want them to *hugs*

Think positive and tell yourself things will get better :) It does help!

mimiforfitness said...

I hope everything will be better soon. Take a deep breath and calm down yourself for a bit. Prayers can do miracles..

paulawannacracker said...

Lynn, I feel you with all the stress. I was a single mother of 3 children and I know how hard it is to raise children on your own. You have almost no "me" time.

I wish you good news at the doctor's office. I know once you are "cleared." The weight will have lifted from your shoulders.

Hugs. Hang in there.

Simply put.. I want more. said...

I hate to say this, but this is what I needed to see. That I am not the only one being stretched to the limit with sick kids and beautiful weather passing by. And my plate of to do things over flowing.. I hope it gets better for ya soon! :)