I am really scattered, still, pulled in all directions and not sure how to cope well. I am coping, but not well. Okay, but still feeling the need for relief.
Good news: the doctor cleared my little girl on Monday, saying her ear/sinus infection is gone and everything looks good! Yay!
Bad news: the school called me yesterday to come pick her up because she felt sick and thought she might throw up.
So we missed dance and play time and I am once again stuck at home while the gorgeous weather passes me by. It is kind of depressing. I mean, of course I do love taking care of my kids, but I wish they were all healthy. The only 'me' time I get is the 2 1/2 hours of Kindergarten, 3 days a week when I am not volunteering in class, and usually I have some pressing thing to do or appointment to go to or else I spend that time training my dog (which is relaxing, usually, for me). I just hope she feels better soon.
I have my doctor appointment this morning, am very nervous about it and if I get an "all clear" I will feel a gazillion times better than I do with the possibility of another surgical procedure hanging over my head.
Sorry this post is kind of a bummer. Hopefully next week will be better.
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